Arguments seem to grow up around me whether I tend them or not. I'm such a clever gardener.

As pleasant as it is to consider, while a good bit of the friction in my dealings with people is created by other people, I do have my own part in it.

I think I have a tendency to take people for granted. Once I believe I know someone I begin to become slack in my vigilance. Which makes sense. A watched pot boils eventually, an unwatched pot explodes and makes a mess of the kitchen.

I don't think I'm so mean as I've been told. I never go off on someone who hasn't done it themselves first. I don't know, though. I suppose I create the situations that let other people go off in the first place.

Introspection is absolute crap, Everyone either likes me or hates me, so I can't confirm anything without biased sources for confirmation.

Fuck it.

I think I'm going to go lie down in the grass for an hour or two.